Étipo - Volume V: Nunca Estar Sem Sentir Amor - Stellar Help

If only a star would shine,
Bright like the fifth,
So small in the sky,
So big in the myth,
So big in out globe,
So small in the world,
And come down and tell me...
What am I to do.
Where am I to go.
Just tell me, bright star of white...
How did you get there?
To shine in the night.
Did you choose or did you beg?
Kneeling or standing high?
Tell me, cloud of light:
How can I choose my life?
A life of love, and happiness fair.
What do I want?
Two things I aspire,
Only one can I have.
Why can't it be both?
Why destroy my mind with such desire?
Why I don't know but i have chosen:
I have it ever since I am born.
Just two weeks I know the other...
Want it for days,
and it makes me torn.
Small time but good times.
Can't have it,
forbidden fruit.
I want both,
but have to live...
With my heart in mute.